moon wonders

Is it just me or others feel it as well?.. I keep realizing that whenever full moon occur, my mood or emotions will turn more relax, more lovey-dovey and more mushy mushy than usual... I always ask myself if there's any relation between this perasaan feeling2 with full moon period?... hmm.. but what I know, there are relation between cycle of the moon with ocean's tide..

Selalunya, when this full moon happened, I can just stare at the full moon for hours as if macam my soul mate is living there and I'm waiting and missing him here.. sigh..

So sambil tulis2 ni, I do some reading on the net. Hmm.. ada jugak yang claim kata ada hubungan cycle bulan with our emotions sebabnya 2 per tiga daripada badan kita dipenuhi air, so there might be possibilities on that.


And here is one good simple article (Full Moon And How It Affects Human Consciousness by George E. Lockett) explaining about this relationship.. and at last, my curiosity solved. :)

These few days (11,12,13 March), the moon is so full and big and shine brightly up there.. and it was stunningly beautiful mannn... sighhh. Tried many times taking pictures of the moon but it became blurry and so small on camera... Any suggestion on how to capture the beautiful creation of Allah on camera?.. Adakah perlu guna kamera mahal?.. huhu. Haruslah!


"The moon is a friend for the lonesome to talk to" -Carl Sandburg-

"Shoot for the moon. Even if you miss it, you'll land among the stars" -Les Brown-

the show : lady lenka

I'm just a little bit
Caught in the middle
Life is a maze
And love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
And I don't know why

Slow it down
Make it stop
Or else my heart is going to pop
'Cuz it's too much
Yeah, it's a lot
To be something I'm not

I'm a fool
Out of love
'Cuz I just can't get enough

I'm just a little bit
Caught in the middle
Life is a maze
And love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
And I don't know why

I am just a little girl
Lost in the moment
I'm so scared
But I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

The sun is hot
In the sky
Just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It's a joke
Nobody knows
They've got a ticket to that show
Yeah

Oh oh
Just enjoy the show
Oh oh

I'm just a little bit
Caught in the middle
Life is a maze
And love is a riddle
I don't know where to go
I can't do it alone
(I've tried)
And I don't know why

I am just a little girl
Lost in the moment
I'm so scared
But I don't show it
I can't figure it out
It's bringing me down
I know
I've got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

Just enjoy the show
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

I want my money back
I want my money back
I want my money back
Just enjoy the show

"Your intellect may be confused, but your emotions will
never lie to you" -Roger Ebert-

mak

Mak's birthday is approximately 2 weeks after ayah's. It was on 22 February. We gave her a branded handbag and a birthday card. I presented the bag tho late but she likes it.. judging from her smile. ;) Sorry lah Mak.. beg tu tak banyak compartment tapi janji stylo <---- F*uad yg cakap.

Mak is a women of few words. But she'll talk a lot when she wants to or have something important to say. She's a serious person most of the time..to me laa.. haha. but she will sure laugh at ayah's joke tho sometimes she might not like the way ayah's approach on certain things. Well, sometimes she'll asked some help from me to handle or say things that only a daughter can do. ;) hehe.. sometimes berjaya, sometimes not or sometimes i'd rather not involved myself with the problem or issues arising...

Deep down in my heart, i can feel Mak is a very strong person emotionally. I hardly see her cry.. i mean really2 cry.. she didn't cry, at least in front of us when atuk/her father passed away, except for one 'tragedy' that was caused by me.. i lost her engagement ring. sigh.. I wish i could do something to replace it. If i ever could replace the ring pun, the sentimental value will not be there anymore. That was what she said to me the moment she knew the ring has gone. I'm truly sorry. i didnt mean to lost it Mak... :(

The best part about Mak is she loves cerita hantu.. be it movies or dramas.. or people telling stories about hantu and the spirit world. she's so berani. So opposite from me yang penakut2 berani. :P hehehe... I enjoy watching cerita hantu with her actually.. she's so cool watching cerita hantu on tv. I'll be like the one yang tertutup2 mata sambil sembunyi di belakang kubu bantal.. :P

She's reasonable too. She makes us think. She likes to give example of stories and facts on things especially when she wants to counter our arguments on things that she thinks we did wrong.. be it in a scientific or religious angle of explanation. Hmm.. it's kinda hard to win arguments with her most of the time cuz apparently what she said is always.. well, true. hmmmph..

That's my mom. She's different from anyone i guess.. and i love her to bits altho we have our ups and downs.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK!
May Allah bless you and granted all your wishes.. amin.