i want my money back..lalala..

Recently, on 23rd May...

Q2 SERVICE PACKAGE HX5 15W/40 (RM82.00)
DRAIN PLUG WASHER 14MM (RM0.00)
PROTON OIL FILTER (BIG) (RM0.00)
LABOUR CHARGE (20.00)
SHELL SUPER HX5 15W/40 (4L) (RM0.00)
TROPICAL SCREEN WASH (60ML) (0.00)
AF PROTON SAGA, WIRA, CARB (RM8.50)
PROTON MEGAVALVE 1.3, 1.5 BRAKE PAD (RM90.00)
SAGA EXP. VALVE (RM75.00)
SAGA UCM A/C FILTER (RM35.00)
FULL CHARGE AIR COND GAS FOR 134A (RM70.00)
LABOR A/C FOR VACUM & OIL (RM15.00)
LABOUR CHARGE CODE M (RM120.00)

TOTAL SERVICE: RM155
TOTAL PARTS: RM360.50
SERVICE TAX: RM7.75
TOTAL: FREAKING RM523.25!!!

Can somebody please explain why do i have to pay all these when i asked the workshop to service my Proton Saga Megavalve 1.3 (after its last service 6 months ago) and its aircond and its brake pad..??? Thank you very much. hmmph..


"Money, if it doesn't bring you happiness, will at least help you be miserable in comfort"-Helen Gurley Brown

and btw i personally love this quote.. haha!: 'When a man opens a car door for his wife, it's either a new car or a new wife"-Anonymous

breathe in breathe out

Short of breath was frequent yesterday. Did consult the doctor on my last visit to clinic. Doc said partly because i'm stressed out. And i did tell doc that it usually happened when i'm happy and relax. Yesterday, it occurred during window-shopping. Doc said, that is what usually happened cuz my body was actually trying to release or ease itself from the tense condition when my mind is in its relax mode. Well, i don't really get it on how that can be related.

And no, i don't have asthma. And my short of breath can seldom be accompanied with pain in chest where when i try hard to breathe, there'll be stinging feeling at my chest which prevent me from breathing smoothly. And today, i feel kinda stuffy at my chest. Something blocking.

Apparently, these few days, i've been relaxing myself from all that stupid high hope thoughts and remarks and accusations. I even went for a three days two nites vacation with t*ehah and e*yda to cherating-genting. Maybe that won't do to ease me. Cuz i'm still.. you know.. stuck.

But not to worry cuz my t*iger balm is always with me when breathing get hard. ;)

wishes for me mama

Happy Mother's Day to Mak. *hugs*
I love u and will always do.
Frankly, you're actually the most sensible and the coolest mom ever.
And you're still at your best despite everything that had happened in our family through all these years.
Thank you will never be enough but still I wanna say it..thank you so much for everything Mak!

"Some mothers are kissing mothers and some are scolding mothers, but it is love just the same, and most mothers kiss and scold together"~Pearl S. Buck

"My mom is a neverending song in my heart of comfort, happiness, and being. I may sometimes forget the words but I always remember the tune"~Graycie Harmon

monologue me

hi hello.
zero productivity today.
woke up late. no wonder zero productivity cuz early birds get the worms.
but today is my off day.
so, i'm offing myself from the entire world today except for my loved ones.
ayah. mak. brothers. s-i-l. opea. the one in north island.
no phone calls. no sending texts nor replying texts.
except when i feel like it.
my mind so restless. tired.
could not get out of this life trap.
torture to my soul.
quitting... the best option.
but where to go after that?
think. think. think.
tired.
pause.
why did i take the wrong path?
bcoz of love. obeying what people asked.
had left love for myself long long ago.
and now, its haunting me.
what shld i do? what shld i do? what shld i do now?
can i still get what i want?
trapped. trapped. trapped.


"The hardest thing to learn in life is which bridge to cross and which to burn"~David Russell

"If you limit your choices only to what seems possible or reasonable, you disconnect yourself from what you truly want, and all that is left is a compromise"~Robert Fritz