exit now? or no.

went to meet one of my fav lecturer during my recent balik kampung holidays...
a surprised visit for her though. planned to be that way.
as usual, it was a sesi meluahkan perasaan lagi about my work stuffs n a little bit of hers.

she said, maybe i should redha with stuffs i do now.
and adapt with the nature of the work and the people.
IF i love the work i'm doing.

IF i hate the work i'm doing..
she said this, find something else to do.
or come back there or go somewhere n teach.
i'll enjoy teaching, she said.
cause there's no point for you to continue forcing yourself doing something you dont like.
you'll not excel if you force yourself to stay.

been considering all these even before i met her.
meeting her was just to get some assurance about my consideration n decisions.
and it was melegakan.

giving myself until a few weeks after raya.
cause am waiting for something.
if i dont get that something, new decision have to be made then.