Friday, July 8, 2011

no, i'm not okay


sekejap rasa okay.
sekejap rasa tak okay.
tapi lebih banyak rasa tak okay.

sekejap rasa boleh maafkan.
sekejap rasa tak boleh maafkan.
tapi lebih banyak rasa tak boleh maafkan.

kesimpulannya:
masih tak okay dan masih tak boleh maafkan.

efffff uuu see kayyyy teee ejjjj eeee emmm a ennnn oooo efff effff!

i'm not okay just yet. but i know i WILL be okay. fully.
i realized that if i want to continue to be okay, just don't ask me whether i'm okay or not.
cuz the days before yesterday i was okay... until one of my best friend asked me that question.
suddenly, semuanya jadi rasa tak okay.

but don't get me wrong, i still want people to care... but... i don't know, my feeling is still fragile...i guess ... :-/

perhaps, i failed again to pretend that i'm okay. and happy. and well then.
sad.

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