of recent chill out

I don't know why, I still cannot let go some things in the past. For example, friends.. n memories that they bring with them still sometimes lingers in my mind. As if like we never properly said goodbye n the thing haunt me as we go on our separate ways. Well, I don't know how they feel to have a friend like me but at least that's how I feel about my relationship with them. Cuz being the quietest member of the gang, I hardly show off my joy or sadness or any feeling at all to them. A friend once said, despite my quietness, they still know n remember me. Hmm cemana tu..my quietness can actually made me known to others.. ;)

Frankly, I don't quite like that perception on me but what to do, I'm naturally like that.. *sigh*. Quite a few times, I tried to be a little verbal than usual, but towards the end, I'll be exhausted doing that. Well, I'll talk a lot when I feel comfortable n know things. Other than that I'll keep zipping my mouth.. errk..

Back to things that I can't let go..friends, well, recently, I went chilling out with some friends that I've known for almost 15 years..some sort like a mini reunion. In fact there are friends who I've known for more than that lapse of time..

And so I went out with my best friend, F*atehah whom I've known like forever! In fact she initiated the meetings. Together with her, we met Ra whom I've known since kindergarten! n M*ima.. my 2ndary schoolmate whom I share bits of my (n hers too) family stories in those days..

So, at the meeting, we talked almost about everything. About work..about love.. about relationship, about other friends like who with who now, what they do n etc etc (mind you, we were not badmouthing, we were just gossiping ;) ) Other hot topics were about mr right and wrong guy.. somebody should compile stats on married guy seeking single woman please! *sigh*..hmm.. Maybe I should write a special entry on this topic.. ;)

And we also chat about our age!!! The freaking number! sigh againnn.. We feel like we're stuck in a twenty eight year old body with teenagers mind.. *sigh*.. time flies so fast. Feel like only last year we finished high school.. but noooo.. its already 10 years plus we left that memory lane. *Sighhhhhhhhh*...... a long sigh there.

Anyway, it was a great meet up. Would love to do that again..but they depend on my off days..hmmph. I need more weekends holidays boss! ;)

Till the next entry then.. tata..


Life is a succession of moments. To live each one is to succeed. -Corita Kent-

And in the end, it's not the years in your life that count. It's the life in your years. -Abraham Lincoln-