

It has been almost a year since I last posted my entry here. Sigh.. A year has gone by without any fruitful entries due to procrastination illness that has affected me since I don't know when. Bad girl! Hmmph..
Ok, where should I start?.. Concluding what had happened throughout 2008?.. Hmm.. let see. Maybe I should update about things I told in my previous entry. Well, I took the job or should I say career.. maybe not. A career is a job that you do after ages of involvement in it.. err.. and you're never tired about it. Hmm.. why I took the job even there's issue about it?..
1. well, at first i think i could just try to live away from my parents..
2. i hate routine job like my previous job..
3. trying to challenge myself.. again.. tho i know my capabilities in doing this job is kinda at the low side..sigh..
4. i wanna travel places
5. i wanna meet n know more people n make frens..cuz people i know all these years are very limited
So now, after 9 months into the job, all of the above seems to hit me hard. Cuz the truth is..
1. i miss my parents so much.. my home..my room..n especially my hometown..the sea..
2. there are no job tht are not routine-like in this world.. well, eventually it'll become a routine to u tho u go to different places everytime..encounter different people n events..
3. i should stop challenging myself on something i dont quite like.. not that i dont like it, but it seems that ive to try hard to be into it.. what else can i do then..?
4. ok.. this seems ok to me.. but i still cant figure the whole picture of all the routes here.. arrgghh.. feel so small n timid living in this city.. sighh...
5. i wish i dont know half of the people i met throughout this 9 months.. hmm.
That's it. For a start of 2009. But as usual, I'm taking all these slow n steady n just go with the flow... cuz it might make me become a stronger person later in life. And so I hope..
The grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for. -Allan K. Chalmers-
Ok, where should I start?.. Concluding what had happened throughout 2008?.. Hmm.. let see. Maybe I should update about things I told in my previous entry. Well, I took the job or should I say career.. maybe not. A career is a job that you do after ages of involvement in it.. err.. and you're never tired about it. Hmm.. why I took the job even there's issue about it?..
1. well, at first i think i could just try to live away from my parents..
2. i hate routine job like my previous job..
3. trying to challenge myself.. again.. tho i know my capabilities in doing this job is kinda at the low side..sigh..
4. i wanna travel places
5. i wanna meet n know more people n make frens..cuz people i know all these years are very limited
So now, after 9 months into the job, all of the above seems to hit me hard. Cuz the truth is..
1. i miss my parents so much.. my home..my room..n especially my hometown..the sea..
2. there are no job tht are not routine-like in this world.. well, eventually it'll become a routine to u tho u go to different places everytime..encounter different people n events..
3. i should stop challenging myself on something i dont quite like.. not that i dont like it, but it seems that ive to try hard to be into it.. what else can i do then..?
4. ok.. this seems ok to me.. but i still cant figure the whole picture of all the routes here.. arrgghh.. feel so small n timid living in this city.. sighh...
5. i wish i dont know half of the people i met throughout this 9 months.. hmm.
That's it. For a start of 2009. But as usual, I'm taking all these slow n steady n just go with the flow... cuz it might make me become a stronger person later in life. And so I hope..
The grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for. -Allan K. Chalmers-
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